Ms.Independent (Zarah Jane Pangilinan Ngo)

Ms.Independent (Zarah Jane Pangilinan Ngo)

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah

Ooh is something about
Just something about the way she move
I can't figure it out
It's something about her

Say, ooh is something about
Kinda woman that want you but don't need you
Hey, I can't figure it out
It's something about her

'Cause she walk like a boss
Talk like a boss
Manicure nails just set the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly

And she move like a boss
Do what a boss
Do, she got me thinking about getting involved
That's the kinda girl I need (oh)

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Won't you come and spend a little time

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Ooh, the way you shine
Miss independent

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah (ohh)

Ooh there's something about
Kinda woman that can do for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud
There's something about her

Something, ooh, so sexy about
Kinda woman that don't even need my help
She said she got it, she got it (she said she got it, she got it)
No doubt, there's something about her (there's something about her)

'Cause she work like a boss
Play like a boss
Car and the crib she 'bout to pay 'em both off
And her bills are payed on time, yeah

She made for a boss
Only a boss
Anything less she telling them to get lost
That's the girl that's on my mind

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Won't you come and spend a little time

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Ooh, the way you shine
Miss independent

Her favorite thing to say, don't worry I got it
And everything she got best believe she bought it
She gon' steal my heart ain't no doubt about it, girl
You're everything I need, said you're everything I need

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah

She's got her own thing (ooohooohhoh)
That's why I love her (that's why I love her, oh ohh)
Miss independent (independent)
Won't you come and spend a little time (ohh)
She's got her own thing (she got, she got)
That's why I love her (that's why I love that girl)
Miss independent (ohh ohh)
Ooh, the way you shine
Miss independent

Miss independent
That's why I love her



It's been quite a while now..I never thought that once in this lifetime..one would come across his one true and great love.

I know it exists..because it happened to me...I'm lucky and thankful to have known her..felt her touch,kiss and love..

If only this song entitled Ms.Independent by Ne-yo has been popular allready..I would have totaly and defenitely dedicated to her..

Every line of this song fits her..or must I say the way I've known her..when I still had her..

"Say, ooh is something about
Kinda woman that want you but don't need you
Hey, I can't figure it out
It's something about her"

Before.I thought or rather..I was wondering..when I first met her..will anyone be able to fall in love with the kind of attitude that she has or she was displaying..or will anyone will even attempt to at lest like her?

But,as the song says..there's somethin about her..the way she moves..no one will be able to figure it out..it's something about her..

My world is gone..and she carry on..Without me

Few things in this world hurt like a broken heart. It's the blow that you never see coming: a long-time friend turns their back on you. But, nothing hurts most when someone you love rejects you. Somebody you've let into the deepest, most private corners of your heart says or does something to hurt you where you're most vulnerable.

I have witnessed myriads of hopefuls falling in and out of love and it is rather disturbing because it questions my faith for love. I, they, had been careless. .for the thoughts, decisions and actions that we made during our stay in the relationship. Things that we now regret and blame ourselves for having committed resulting to the loss of love of the other person..

I can be a tough creature. Attack my health, and I can recover. Attack my job or finances, and I can find a way to pull through. Attack my pride and I grow thicker skin.But wound my heart, and you leave me devastated...

Painful as it is, the broken heart is here to stay. It's part of being human, and it's a sometimes bitter reminder of how important our relationships are to us. Our need to connect with other people is hardwired into us. And that's the heart of the problem--we're forming relationships with people, who sometimes make mistakes, act cruelly, or just go away.

The loss of this relationship that I had has been incredibly hard - I felt so much pain. It's not only the grief of losing someone who has been very important in my life, but the pain of seeing my hopes and dreams of a future life together disappear as well. This is the hardest part - having to totally readjust my view of how I saw my life unfolding in the next 5 to10 years. Suddenly, I can't see into the future and it's scary.

I feel like starting over - I lost everything that was important to me and I'm not sure what to do anymore. It's hard for me to imagine life without her - our lives have been so intertwined.

I find myself questioning who I can trust, including my own judgment since I may not have expected the break-up. I'm wondering if I were wrong to have trusted my partner. I begin to question how real our relationship was because if it was real how could it be over?

I am experiencing an identity crisis. Not knowing who I am any more without her. Not necessarily because I didn't have my own identity while in the relationship, but because the relationship had become part of that identity.I want to understand my mistakes but also realize that I am not a failure.

I tried to bury and ignore these emotional pain hoping it will soon pass.. but it thwarted my mind even more..The hurt and guilt shook me immensely to my very core..I lost balance and composure..and so I decided to end it all..I tried to kill myself.

I thought taking my own life would permanently help me get away from the heart wrenching pain that I was suffering from..But unfortunately,I lived and guess what..more pain ahead..

When I got out from the hospital,I immediately went to During's(a nearby restaurant from where she lives)to see her.I waited..for several hours..hoping that she would give me a last chance to talk to her or at least just see her for the last time..but she refused.

Again..I was shattered..

She texted me and said that we don't need to talk nor see each other anymore..that there was no sense.She totally wanted me out of her life and forgotten..that I was the biggest mistake she has ever committed..

It was then on my way home that I realized...I may have lived and survived my suicide attempt..but, everything inside of me died that night when she left me..

My world is gone..while she carried on..without me..